| Oxford and my friends |
[Jan. 19th, 2006|08:48 pm] |
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| | happy | ] | this weekend should be fun.. because i might go see my man on friday and spend the night at darrens again for like the 6th time.. but its so much funn.. i love darren he is one of my best friends i talk to him about everything.. i talk to him about my problems with justin.. and everyone... hes such a sweetheart.. and i found out i really love justin with all my heart.. and i am happy with him just sometimes i wish it were different.. just the way he is when he is drunk .. or how he is on the phone.. everything changed with me and him since he got out of jail.. i wish we could go back to how happy we were before he got locked up ... it seems just for the past month all we have been doing is fighting.. i mean i am really happy.. but i dont know sometimes.. i need to talk to him about it.but anyways ill see on friday hopefully.. saturday i promised my girl beth that i would go to the mall with her.. it should be intresting and fun it always is when me and her are together. then sunday im going to visit my bestfriend in the hospital.. cuz thats my girl for life.. and she got put in the hospital because me and her were going to see a movie in oxford and we were running across M24 and she got hit by a car.. it was so bad i was crying so hard.. but she is okay.anyways back to me and justin.. things between us have changed.. and i want them to go back.. but i dont know if it will.. we are happy when we are together like we have a fun time together its just like i dont know hes not my boyfriend and im not sure if he wants to be. and if he is truly happy with me!i hope he is! but if i ask him then we will get into another fight.. but last time i hungout with him we were laying on the bed and he was like you hate me i was like yeah, hes like i love you.. i was like no you dont.. because me and him never ever told eachother we loved eachother and we have been together or hangingout and making out and shit acting like we are a couple.. for six months going on seven.. he told me like a month ago that he likes me more then i can imagine.. and he likes me so much that whenever he has a phone in his hand im the first person he calls which is boog.. because he calls winners and darren more then he has ever me.. like when he used to live at a place with a phone he called me all the time when he was home but not anymore.. he calls me on weekends.. n if i wanna talk to him during the week i have to call around looking for him.. and we are fighting alot lately and i hate it so much i wish all the fighting would go away.. cuz its not what i want! he is fightings not! i just got off the phone with him.. hes such a sweetheart.. i love his older sister.. shes fucking amazing!!!J is so fucking funny!!!! |
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| Oxford |
[Sep. 2nd, 2005|05:36 pm] |
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im going out to oxford to see my babi .. his name is Justin.. i like him so much we have been talking and shit for about a month and a half now. and yeah.. its so funn.. |
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| wow... |
[May. 20th, 2005|11:05 am] |
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| | bitchy | ] |
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| | none | ] | ok.. i still love matt so much.. and about that paul guy.. he is a asshole who has no personality. haha.. and bad kisser.. hehe.. anyways this weekends going to be so much fun my sister from colorado is coming home.. and bringing her little baby.. caleb.. my nephew. .and then im having one of my friends spend the weekend at my mas house.. and yea thats going to be fun cuz shes going to bring the complete season to The OC but whatever.. nad yea its just going to be fun. then i like this guy named Matt and im going to try and have him come over to because hes really cool.. and i wanna hangout with hiim.. and yea.. i dont know what else to write but him and i hungout with my best friend Jen and his cousin Charlie who is now like my best guy friend and me and matt made out and then me and jen left and matt went home.. and then like i was on the phone with matts cousin.. talking about matt for a while.. and well i dont know this was from a long time ago but i dont know i am really bored and i am just thinking about it... hahaha.. but i don tknow what else to write.. and everythings all good.. right now at least.. oh and i got my permit |
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| the night of funn.... |
[Jan. 31st, 2005|02:48 pm] |
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| | ditzy | ] |
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| | nail in the coffin.. eminem | ] | omg.. saturday was so much damn funn... ok..to start off my and my friend went to drop her dad off at dyalisis.. then like i was on the phone with my friend matt. and then later me and my friend went to see her boy in lapeer and we all like hungout for a lil bit. then matt called and he was at the mall.. then like we left and picked her dad up at the hospital.. and we went to pick up her grandma . then we went out for dinner.. then after matt called me again and he was drunk and then me and jen left her house right when we got home and like then me and jen had plans to go to the movies but we went to see matt and his cousin and we all hungout.. and like all me and matt did was make out.. but it was so much fun.. i wouldnt erase that night for the world... i loved it.. |
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| tomorrows just another day!!!! |
[Jan. 15th, 2005|11:44 pm] |
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| | bored | ] |
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| | beautiful soul | ] | ok well i woke up at like 11.. then raul called me around 1.. and i was hanging out with my lil brother..then i went to babi sit my neices in clarkston..and well i still am babi sitting them then i talked to my friends and i called one of my friends and got pissed at him and shit.. because he had girls in his room.. .and i like him so that dont quit work.. lol.. anyways...yea my sisternlaws friends are coming over and that should be great funn (eyes roll) haha... anyways well thats about it.. and yea.. i talked to one of my best friends.. then i talked to my best friend Jen and shes great so im great we are all just gravy babi haha just playing. but im going to go bye |
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| exams..... |
[Jan. 13th, 2005|06:45 pm] |
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| | calm | ] |
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| | True... | ] | ok so today was exams .. and yea... me and my friend katie were hanging out before school started.. and my friend was sitting on the floor and she made me hug her. and that just looked wrong.. haha..then went to class and we had exams.. i did ok i think .... i didnt know how to do some of it but jimmy helped me.. and then like the bell rang and then like i didnt finish my exam but since i have studi skills i finished it.. then i went to second hour and i didnt have an exam in that class.. but it was still boring all i did was make up work and look at peoples websites..then that class ended and i saw my friend amber and we just talked and shit and talked with sara... and then i went and got on my bus . then we were all talking about this guys drunking nights hahaha they were great... then i got home and caled omni and arielle and sat on the phone with them for a while talking about some stuff.. then i had to babi sit my lil brothers then i fell asleep..well i tried my brothers kept coming in and out of my room.. then i just came up here and talked to some of my friends.. |
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| saturday.. |
[Jan. 10th, 2005|09:20 am] |
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| | happy | ] |
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| | True... | ] | omg.. saturday was so funn.. ok ... i slept till like 1.. and then like i went to my friends house for a lil while and me arielle and tricia were watching tv.and then like ryan cabrera.. and like then tricia was on the phone and me and arielle started to sing the song True over the phone cuz we took the phone from her.. then we went on a walk.. and like there were these like six year olds and they were having a snow fight and then we asked if we could join and then they were like yea and started running at us throwing snow balls and then we started running.. haha.. great times... and then we got to her house and we talked to her brother aaron and then like we just sat there talking about ryan and jesse.. and then we watched mean girls and that was funny cuz then we called my friend dave.. and then we called jim but he didnt pick up then i found out on monday that he was sick all weekend.. then we called justin.. and talked to him.. and then i called chris' house and got yelled at by his momma how im calling to late and all this shit.. and then yea we found the yearbooks and found an old friend of mine who graduated in like 2001.. then i found my brothers and colin and brian and all them.. haha... and then we went and finished mean girls then we just hung out thinking about some stuff... and then like we just talked to her other brother brandon.. and then my step mom picked me up.. hehe... and then once i got home i called arielle and talked... hahahahahahah it was so fun. |
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| yesterday was so great. |
[Dec. 11th, 2004|05:19 pm] |
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| | ditzy | ] |
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| | none | ] | ok...yesterday was so funn... umm... my first hour we had a sub.. and that was good because my teacher is a bitch and everyone in my class was talking shit about her to the sub.. haha second hour was ok .. i got some stuff done for business foundation... then third hour was good i guess.. me and this gyrl named Katie had to present a skit.. and that went good and me and my friend chris were like joke fighting we hit eachother back and forth and that was funni because our teacher was sitting right next to chris and he didnt notice.. haha.. and we got this project assigned.. we have to write a paper on a director of our choice.. and i either will do tim burton because he directed the movie sleepy hollow or curtis hanson because he directed 8 mile and it was so good i love eminem he is the best.. haha... anyways at lunch me and my friends chelsea and dana went walking around and we like walked past my friends classroom so alex aka a&w and danny waved to me.. hehe.. and then me and dana and chelsea went and the bell rang so we had to go to class.. and like yea 4th hour we did a whole lot of nothing my best friend in that class went home early (lucky bitch) haha just kidding.. i love her shes so awesome.. anyways.. umm... then i rode the bus home and that wasnt that funn.. but yea then my parents werent home so i got to stay home alone from 330 till like 830.. and then like at like 1030 i went and laid down in my room and when i fell asleep my brother woke me up because he wanted me to turn off the alarm .. and like yea i guess roger came over.. or something. haha but it was still so much funn .... |
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